Bismillah
The exam is just around the corner.
Tomorrow will be the last quiz of this block.
Contributes 5%.Overall marks is 10%.
Asking myself,
"Am I okay?"
"Am I satisfied with myself?"
Oh God.
I wanna tell the world of how messy my life is.
Wanna talk to ayah and mak of how terrible this feeling is.
But I can't.
Wanna talk to Aina and Ken,
of how much I miss my days with them.
To ease this stress.
Go go away stress.
Oh brain,please work wisely.
Try to memorize every single thing in the notes.
Oh questions be nice to me.
Don't ask me something which is not even stated in the lecture notes or books.
Need someone to talk to.
Talk to God.
Yes,don't talk to me something cliche.
Thats a must.
But I need someone.
Like my besties to wipe my tears,to blow my soul,to encourage this spirit to rise up.
"Gila mengada kan?"
But thats me.
So kerek.
Oh how I miss my past,
When I was having someone,
to ask me about my exam schedule,
to get mad when I was not giving a full concentration on my studies,
To advise me "Sabar laaa awak"
Simple words,but meaningful.
Having someone who always cares for us,
is priceless.
Someone that can make me smile and feel appreciated.
Someone that will be there to hold me when I am vulnerable.
Someone that know my mistakes and my defects.
Nice huh?
People change.Circumstances change.
Have to adapt with the reality.
Have to realize that no one will be with us forever.
Farewell will occur.
Just sooner or later.
The exam is just around the corner.
Tomorrow will be the last quiz of this block.
Contributes 5%.Overall marks is 10%.
Asking myself,
"Am I okay?"
"Am I satisfied with myself?"
Oh God.
I wanna tell the world of how messy my life is.
Wanna talk to ayah and mak of how terrible this feeling is.
But I can't.
Wanna talk to Aina and Ken,
of how much I miss my days with them.
To ease this stress.
Go go away stress.
Oh brain,please work wisely.
Try to memorize every single thing in the notes.
Oh questions be nice to me.
Don't ask me something which is not even stated in the lecture notes or books.
Need someone to talk to.
Talk to God.
Yes,don't talk to me something cliche.
Thats a must.
But I need someone.
Like my besties to wipe my tears,to blow my soul,to encourage this spirit to rise up.
"Gila mengada kan?"
But thats me.
So kerek.
Oh how I miss my past,
When I was having someone,
to ask me about my exam schedule,
to get mad when I was not giving a full concentration on my studies,
To advise me "Sabar laaa awak"
Simple words,but meaningful.
Having someone who always cares for us,
is priceless.
Someone that can make me smile and feel appreciated.
Someone that will be there to hold me when I am vulnerable.
Someone that know my mistakes and my defects.
Nice huh?
People change.Circumstances change.
Have to adapt with the reality.
Have to realize that no one will be with us forever.
Farewell will occur.
Just sooner or later.
