New Year, 2016 !

Bismillah.

2016,

Masih merindui Egypt,

Dah 3 tahun,

Tapi masih terngiang-ngiang kata-kata seorang senior,

" Kalau rasa down, doalah, never underestimate the power of du'a. Doa sesuatu yang miracle. Kalau sedih, merayulah dekat Tuhan, doa macam ni " Ya Allah, kalaulah ada sedikit pun kebaikan aku pada orang lain, Kau bantulah aku hadapi cubaan ini. Jangan sesekali awak lupa nak doa especially bila tengah musafir,  naik flight, doa untuk kawan-kawan sekali, doa waktu hujan, sebab waktu ni, rahmat  Tuhan turun. Lagi satu, paling penting, restu Mak. Doa Mak tak ada hijab dengan Allah. " Tak pernah lupa. Moga Tuhan beri kebaikan buat semua senior dan sahabat yang pernah ada sama-sama dekat sana dulu.

Egypt.

The place where I met lots of good people.

Happy New Year, everyone !

Reminiscing the old memories to live a better life.

Innocent Answer

A student clerked a patient.

During his case presentation, the surgeon asked the student,

" So what type of colitis does this patient have? "

Student : " Ulcerative colitis, Dr "

Dr : " Why do you say its ulcerative colitis? "

Student : " Bcoz its the only colitis that I know "

That surgeon burst out laughing.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA !!

Tak pernah tengok dia gelak.

Everytime we did our bed side teaching with him, AWKWARD. If he asked us some questions which we did know the answer, sometimes, he would say " So easy to say that you don't no?? " (Sarcastic)

But this time, its different.

At the beginning, I was afraid to laugh even its funny. But when he did not stop laughing after a minute, finally, I laughed too.

Miahahaha >_<

I grinned from ear to ear when walking out from the ward, as its the first time I saw the surgeon laughed.

Kadang, bahagia juga bila tengok orang yang tak pernah senyum pun ketawa.

Definition

Everything must be defined clearly.

" What is hernia? "

" Protrusion of viscus through abdominal opening due to weakness of muscle Dr. ? "

" Try to protrude your tongue ? "

* Then, the student protruded her tongue *

Dr replied, " Does it mean that you have hernia? "

No.

So your definition is wrong.

Miahahaha.

True definition :  A SAC containing part or whole of a viscus protruding through a normal or abnormal opening in the walls of the containing cavity.

Its just a word. Banyak  lagi. Sendu betul depa kata nak jadi doktor boleh gugel saja.

Definition pun selalu salah. Wakakaka.

Ada one time tu, Dr tanya : What is urine?

Gua dah, hah? DIA TANYA URINE?

Basic gila kot. Tu pun tak terjawab.

Kalau dia tanya causes of urinary retention ka, hematuria ka, boleh la sikit-sikit jawab.

Ini dia tanya, What is URINE?

Wakakakaka. Terkebil kan? Mana nak ingat benda basic. TSK.

Childish

Exam is just around the corner.

Banyak tak tahu.

Routine hidup.

Pagi sampai tgh hari pergi hospital.

Petang pukul 2 ada seminar / pbl. Habis sometimes pukul 5.00 petang.

6.45 petang lepas magrib pergi hospital balik.

Balik hospital. Penat. Tidur. .

Aku tak baca buku pun. Tak larat. Orang lain pun penat jugak. Tapi depa baca buku lepas balik hospital. Aku tidoq. So, to be honest, aku mengaku, aku malas. Tak rajin macam kengkawan lain. Sedih kan. Al fatihah untuk diri sendiri.

So banyak sangat tak tahu, rasa bodoh je selalu.

Kalau tak tahu, Dr akan tanya, " What? You don't know? Why you don't know? You think you don't have to know " HAHAHA.

Part paling epik dan sendu sekali, bila doktor tanya sorang-sorang causes of a symptom. For example, what are the causes of UGIH?

1. Bleeding peptic ulcer
2. Gastric erosion.
3. Oesophageal varices
4. Gastric carcinoma
5. Oesophageal carcinoma
6. Mallory Weiss Tear
7. Kena dekat hang !! Miahahahaha !!

Then kau duduk tepi sekali, then kawan-kawan semua dah bagi causes yang semua hang dah tau. So dah tak ada apa lagi dah. Bila dr tanya, terkebil-kebil. " Oh TIDAK ! Depa dah ambik jawapan aku !! "

Sendu kan?

Home is where my heart is :)

Bismillah.


Some people ever asked me, ' Eh kerapnya balik, cuti seminggu pun, tiket flight mahal, tak rasa habis duit ke?' To be honest, this kind of question sometimes hurt me unless depa tanya baik-baik dan sekadar bertanya. Kalau tak, memang rasa offended. Kalau boleh, tiap-tiap hari pun nak balik. For me, cost and worth are two different things. Mak has achieved the title of ' senior citizen ' since last year and Ayah will hold that title next year. It's so sad seeing our parents getting old and realising that our time with them is so precious. Alhamdulillah, I am glad that my parents are still around. Kerana dengan mereka adanya rahmat Tuhan. It has been stated in a Hadith that the Holy Prophet said:

“There are three such people whose Dua's are accepted instantly:


1) The dua of an oppressed person.

2) The dua of a traveller.

3) A mother's Dua for her child.


May Allah give my parents a long life, good health and always keep them under the shade of His Mercy & Protection. Allahumma ameen.

Deep down, tatkala satanism penuh dalam diri, nak saja reply, " eh bang, all this while, saya balik bayar flight tickets, fees, etc tak kacau duit hang pun. So nak ribut kenapa? Ironi sungguh ". Sungguh, diam itu lebih baik.

If you haven't walked a mile in my shoes, then sit down and SHUT UP.

Mak, my best comforter.

Pucuk dicita, ulam mendatang

Salam.

Hari aku nak balik Penang, masa transit dekat KLIA, patutnya aku ke gate J, then tersalah ke gate K, pastu bila dah notice tersalah pintu, rasa mcm ' Oh bestnya if naik buggy '.

Tak sampai seminit, tetiba org bawak buggy offer naik. Dia hantar sampai depan pintu. Wakakaka.

Terima kasih Allah.

Dia maha tahu sesungguhnya aku penat.

Pagi kelas. Tengah hari flight. Transit then flight delay. Semalam berkampung dekat hospital.

Hahah. Cool cool.

Tetiba teringat Egypt, sebab benda macam ni selalu berlaku dekat sana.

Nak exam rasa down, tetiba dapat mesej dari naqibah " Faiza azamta fatawakkal alallah ".

Terasa nak makan coklat, then roommate cakap. " fani, nah coklat ".

Rasa lapar, then ada kawan ajak pergi makan.

Tak lafaz pun dekat depa nak semua tu, tapi sungguh, Allah tahu, dan dia tolong dengan orang yang dekat dengan kita.

Rindunya bumi barakah.

Ku titip doa, moga kalian di sana baik-baik saja.

Allahumma ameen.

Jakunism

Coret- Coret. 

Masa balik rumah, gua pi kedai spec, pastu pak cik kedai spec offer gula-gula. 

Gua pun masukkan 4 biji Hudson dalam poket.

Mak pun kata, ' eh, dok buat keja jakun masuk gula-gula dalam poket pulak '.

Betul lah tindakan gua.

Tak rasa nak makan, tapau la kan? 

Sometimes, banyak benda yang aku tak tahu as normal person untuk mentaati normal things yang normal individu buat. 

Persepsi individu, mak kata perangai aku maybe jakun. Aku kata aku orang yang jimat.

Wehehehe. 

Akhlak

People will never forget how you made them feel. Whats the point of being able to forgive when deep down you had never forget?

Forgive seems like an easy thing to do but its not so easy when you try in real life. So don't treat others like shit because what goes around comes around.

Bear in mind, you are not the prettiest nor the smartest.

So, tak rugi if tunduk sikit pada tanah dan cakap elok-elok. 

“Sebaik-baik kalian islamnya adalah yang paling baik akhlak jika mereka menuntut ilmu.” Hadits riwayat Ahmad dan dishahihkan oleh al-Albani di dalam Shahihul Jami’ (no. 3312)

Kerja Tuhan

Tin kosong memang selalu berbunyi. 

Defence mechanism atas nama agama dan tarbiyyah memang berdozen. 

Tapi yang lawaknya, bila buat status, satu Malaysia boleh assume dia nak tuju status untuk siapa. 

Well, 

Kakak seagama, 

Mari tunjukkan kasih sayang Tuhan untuk manusia.

Pujian seorang ibu untuk kejayaan anak tak sepatutnya menjadi issue pun. 

Kebanggaan kita ada rakyat Msia yang cemerlang, yang one day boleh contribute brilliant ideas dlm bidang academic tak jadi kesalahan pun. 

Takkan hanya kerana dia tak bertudung, terus, keluar status ' Tak ada apa nak di banggakan pun, kalau tudung pun tak pakai. Tak ada benda nak dibanggakan pun kalau jauh dari Tuhan'. 

Period (=_=) DON'T BE SUCH A HURRY TO CONDEMN A PERSON. Maybe one day, Allah tarik nikmat apa yang kita tahu hari ni. 

Kadang, baca buku agama sikit pun rasa hebat dah. Dah ada dalam usrah, dah rasa  terkedepan dari orang lain dah. Hanya dengan rasa dia tak buat apa yang kita buat as Muslim, kita rasa ada hak untuk condemn orang. 

Lupa agaknya, pasal rahmat Tuhan yang asa di mana-mana. 

Tengok orang dengan pandangan rahmat dan kasih sayang tak boleh ke, kak? 

For me, wearing the hijab doesnt make us a practicing Muslim. 

Not wearing hijab doesn't send us to hell, just as wearing it doesn't send us to heaven, it is not the key to Jannah.

Ada kisah, perempuan berzina yang bagi anjing minum masuk syurga. 

Ada kisah, perempuan yang x buat dosa tapi cuma biarkan kucing lapar sampai mati masuk neraka. 

Bukan kita yang tentukan final destination. 

There are people who pray for show off, who wear hijab for show off, who fast ramadan for show off, who give money to the poor for show off, who do hajj for show off, they are following the principles of islam, but not in their heart, and there are people who might not wear hijab, but they do good in silence and with heart, which actually makes them better Muslims. 

We shouldn't focus on material things to define us but our actions.

Tough

Tough year.

Physically tired, mentally tortured.

Stalking old friends on social media, yes, they have good life, some of them dah kahwin pun.

Telling myself, its a long way to go. Just keep moving as the beautiful smiles will emerge after painful tears. Its as if the rainbow appears after rain, kan?

Balik dari operation theatre, rasa macam, susahnya nak jadi doctor.

Banyaknya nak kena study.

Tak tahu banyak benda.

Oh Cik Patin, berhenti kejap jadi chronic complainer boleh?

May Allah ease. Biiznillah.

Pointless Rant

There are times when you really miss home.

Weekends macam biasa, ter stuck dalam dark gloomy bedroom yang tak ada tingkap memang boring.

Hew Hew Hew.

If the alarm doesn't exist, tak tahu pun masih malam ke or dah bertukar siang.

Okay, enough of acting like I am the most ill fated person in this world. Lol. 

But, seriously, ada lah rasa miserable. 

Hormonal disturbance rasanya. 

Okay. Good night. Sweet dream. 

The Pure Evil in Islam

I say NO to ISIS.



I say NO to Taliban.



I say NO to Al Qaeda.



Because Islam is a religion of  PEACE.



Salam alaykum.

Nasheed Abu Ali - Fataat Al Khair